Goodbye Cincinnati...

Hello Columbus!!!

I'm back!!!

tur·bu·lence - a state of violent disturbance and disorder

just when you think everything is finally going well, a single moment destroys everything you've worked for.  that moment consumes your every thought, replaying in your head over and over, even when you sleep.  you wake up in the middle of the night hoping that you are waking up from a bad dream, but then you realize that the bad dream is your reality.

i feel like all of the life inside of me has been sucked out.

i've lost my pride, motivation, confidence, and most importantly, my drive to excel at everything i do.

i find that i care too much about things that are unimportant, and care too little for the things that truly matter.

i once vowed to myself that i would never conform.  that vow has been broken.

i used to be a man of action, now i am a man of words.  action speaks louder than words.

i try to blame my environment for the changes in me that i do not like.  i've looked and looked to no avail.  the last place i looked was in the mirror, and behold i found the answer.  the only person to blame is myself. 

Only I Hold The Key

To My Future Destiny.

pix from nyc

finally got to take a vacation... NYC!!!  i definately want to go back again... it was a lot of fun... it was good to get away before school starts... again... a 3 week summer vacation goes by really fast... back to the daily grind... welcome back everybody!